From experience, I can tell you that if you go around trying to figure out what`s fair in life or whether you deserve something or not, that`s a rabbit hole that is hard to climb out of.
You think too much. That`s your problem. You`re trying too hard to find the perfect answer when an answer will do.
I can make it work. That`s what you do when you want something. You don`t look for reasons why it won`t work. You look for reasons why it will.
Changing cities doesn`t solve the larger problem. I mean, I need to change.